If you don’t take a cheesy photo in front of the lilacs, did you even go to the lilac festival? #rochester #lilacs #lilac #lilacfestival #flowercity #cheesin #cliche
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i’ve been suicidal for so long that i’ve just been assuming i wouldn’t live even as long as i have so i never thought about anything long term and now i have no idea what i’m going to do and i’m more afraid to live than i ever was to die
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someone: we shouldn’t expect relationships to last forever!
my bpd ass: Ok I Agree But i am very dependent+afraid of abandonment r u trying 2 ruin my life.
me: I feel like im being replaced im so threatened and upset I want to scream and tear things apart I feel so violent
me: im so hurt and sad I could cry for years im hurting so much I don't know what to do
me: how can i put the situation back into my control I need to be back in control I need to be calculated
me: im so fucking selfish I hate myself im so manipulative and awful they hate me everyone hates me I hate me
